Love came in with the fall breeze. . . .

Have not written in a great long while because well things are perfect.

I have found the worlds sweetest guy and there are not words to describe my happiness.

I honestly never thought I deserved this kind of elation, Maybe because I never had it I just gave up hope, Funny how "the Secret" works i could not imagine a better person to have come into my life besides Ryan.

I guess the world works in mysterious ways , I dealt with what was probably the single most abusive and damaging relationship ( if we can ever call it that) for 7 months and always hoped it would somehow pull a caterpillar and grow a cocoon and magically change over night

As soon as my heart gave up any pathetic notion that this would ever occur , God , fate , destiny whatever it was brought the most beautiful butterfly into my lobby

Since the day I saw him fly by I have changed

I realized after a long 22 year wait that my wings are beautiful too and tucking them in all this time has been worth it to be able to spread them with someone so uniquely special :)