Please keep me "Where the Light Is"

I wrote this after a particularly trying day with "Goobs" , basically telling me I guilt trip him into feeling bad about things in my life How one can do this??? I am still perplexed by that accusation but this is what came out as a result of that:

How do you let go of someone when you still care about them but they clearly have stopped having feelings towards you or maybe just maybe they never had any to begin with ?

How can you ever really know if its real ?
If they are false how can we ever trust our emotions to anyone again ?

More importantly how do you erase the memories that are connected to places , smells, songs that remind you of the times you spent with that person ?

I'm hoping John’s ideas on getting over someone will help me avoidance and telling yourself never mind . . . . but this poses another question How can that possibly be enough to forget someone ?

Why do the good memories always out weight the bad ? How come we can take ourselves out of a situation and see it for the abusive dysfunctional thing that is was but somehow those tiny glimmers out weight all of the horrific things you put up with when you are in it ?

NEVER will I understand why you can give your entire heart to someone and want with every cell in your body to be that one person who makes them happy , that one person to save them why isn't that enough? why cant we will things to happen in this world ? I guess no matter what you do you can not make someone see what they don't want to see . . . So I guess its back to the old mantra “I refuse to believe that my life’s gunna be just some string of in completes . . . .”
This JM song was an oldie that he did for his live CD DVD, It’s funny his music always seems to come at a time in my life when I need it here it is “In Your Atmosphere”

I don’t think I’m gonna go to LA anymore

I don’t think I’m gonna go to LA anymore

I don’t know what it’s like to blame you

Nothing’s true I don’t think I’m gonna go to LA anymore
I don’t think I’m gonna go to LA anymore

I’m not sure that I really ever could

Hold on to a hotel key in a Bedroom neighborhood

and go sleep-walking in Hollywood
I’m gonna steer clear

Burn up in your atmosphere

I’m gonna steer clear

Cus I’d die if I saw you

I’d die if I didn’t see you there

So I don’t think I’m gonna go to LA anymore
Cus I miss you

It sucks that I’m not mad
I don't think I’m gonna go to LA anymore

I get lost on the boulevard at night

Without your voice to tell me I love you, take a right

the ten and the two is a lonely sight
I’m gonna steer clear

Burn up in your atmosphere

I’m gonna steer clear

Cus I’d die if I saw you

I’d die if I didn’t see you
I’m gonna steer clear

Burn up in your atmosphere

I’m gonna steer clear

Cus I’d die if I saw you

I’d die if I didn’t see you there see you there
I think I’m gonna stay gonna stay gonna stay in the gray gonna stay

All the street lights say never mind never mind

All the canyon lines say never mind

Sunset says we see it all the time, never mind, never mind